i'm tired. i think i might be getting sick. or maybe it's allergies. i have a to-do list longer than a page just for this week. lines to memorize and songs to learn and work on. worksheets to do and rehearsals to schedule. dances to practice. questions to answer. papers to do. i'm tired.
i knew that this would happen. i knew there would come a point where i'd be overwhelmed with all the stuff and exhausted from all the work. and i know that all i need to do is continue to work hard and push myself, get as much sleep as possible (what's that?) and eat lots of fruit. i have 13 days left in NY. 9 more days of class.
there is so much more to soak in and learn and experience. so many more notes to take. so many more breakthroughs to be had and milestones to reach. i still have SO freaking much to learn from these fantastic teachers. i want to come back. i really do think i would love the 2 year professional program. i go back and forth every day, and of course i have a lot time to decide before i'd have to apply, but as of right now, this very instant, i am applying and would LOVE to go. now, ask me tomorrow, and it might be different.
things i learned today:
--i dance better in La Duca's (my brand new designer dance shoes) because i feel more confident. they are the shoes that people on Broadway wear. they make me feel good.
--we had a mock audition for Millie today in my audition tech. i was told by Bill, the teacher, that i had a great audition, and that i was "such a Millie type". WHEW.
--i should stay far far away from stumbleupon.com when i have things to do... dangerous...
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